i wanted to post yesterday, but was nagged off the computer by my sister. i wanted to say something. just for yesterday's blog, before today's post.
the thing about life is not everything goes your way. actually, nothing goes your way. and when it seems like it, it's not. trust me, no improvement is actually an improvement. when you're promoted, it just add responsibility. maybe you'd have been better off with a lower pay. you could have managed. anyway, not the main point. i'v just realised something. i'm ready for life, no matter what it throws at me, because i know how to live alone. i can live secluded for as long as necessary. its surprising but true. i can. i have. i've done it before. and you know what? i came out the better for it. me, as in myself. not my situation. i came out srtonger, knowing i could survive. after that, everything i got was a gift and a privilage. nothing can be worse than living alone.
anyway, here's today's post.
i have decided to revamp my life. completely absolutely, forever. i'm gonna make a change so drastic that there won't be a relapse. i'm gonna start running every evening. i'm never gonna have to panic and traink a week before napfa. i'm gonna play basket ball whever my dad's free. he'll never feel like he has a daughter who doesn't love him. i'm gonna become slimmer, so i don't have to suck my stomach in when i wear tight clothes. i'm gonna train myself. and i'm gonna prove my maths teacher wrong. i swear, by god i will. he said that my progress is too slow, and he's worried. so does my mum. i will improve. and i will never give up. ever. i promise myself on the spot, i will NEVER give up. and i promise to NEVER break my promise. i don't know what i've been doing so long, but i know i'll be ontop of it when i'm done. I'll become more organized. i'll become more independant. i'll be able to make my way through the world. i'll be someone people WANT to love, not don't want to love. i want people to be around me because of who i am, not because i'm stupid and it's funny to laugh at me falling on my face. i want people to not want to laugh at me. i want people to go, she's the one i wanna be. and maybe i'm not gorgeous, maybe i'm not a genius, but it doesn't mean i can't try. everyone can try.
i just wanted to end off with these lyrics, cuz i was feeling particualrly whimsical today. i think it has something to do with running 2.4 km and shooting baskets after, but anyway.
One minute and the earth begins to shake
two minuted and my heart begins to break
another minute and he makes me feel brand new
that's just three minutes with you
four minutes and he's everything i see
five minutes and he's where i wanna be
another minute and everything feels new,
that's just six minutes with you
i need six minutes with you
That's the Jonas brother's 6 minutes. go listen to it. inspiring. :D:D
g'night.cj
theslaphappies :D \\ 5:40 AM
Boo!
It's mars.
Actually, if you would like to know, it's Marie.
But, most idiots call me marsie/marsei/mars....
I forgot the rest.
Anyway, contrary to popular belief, although the group appears to be demented and even crazy at times, it does not comprise of entirely stupid people.
For instance:
We have
Chantik: A lovely girl who occasionally drives people insane with her philosophy or whatever else weird she's learning. Would talk the leg off a donkey anytime
Kelly: The one who's most obsessed with her cca (in a good way!), and still managing to keep up with schoolwork! Go Kelly ma'am!
Melissa: Crazy gamer. Jkjk. Purely lit obsessed girl, same cca as kelly.
Venus: The most motherly of the slaphappies, she always seems to be saying things like: Dont do this, dont do that... (mothers..)
Tabitha: Another crazy pianist. And this is literally. But someone who seems to spout nonsense to no end as well
Myself? I'm not writing.
So you see, we are purely SANE people with a weird way of living life.
And we like it like that, because we
are who
we are.
So bug off if you dont like us or i'll get... my
REVENGE!
Also, a little shoutout to
TABITHA, the pianist, who has led the choir to a silver yesterday.
And yes, we are supposed to stop stray cats from breeding.
And to help in that, read the sunday times (22nd April) for Noah's Ark in M'sia.
As i'm supposed to keep all b****ing to my own personal blog, you can just check out our own pages at the side.
See the little links there?
Ooo...
Go ahead, click it, they dont bite!
Well unless, you decide to piss me off.
Love.
Marsie
theslaphappies :D \\ 4:11 AM
I swear. You know, since i believe that the internet is nearly indestructible, i have decided to post my goal online. that way, i can come and look at it everytime i feel like killing something, preferably someone. i'm just feeling particularly vengeful today. I just finished filing, so i'm sure you know why.
I swear, that one day, i will get a scholarship to Harvard, and come out their top student in the sciences(esp. physics, bio and chem) and maths (any maths) and then, have job offers pushed onto me like chocolate pie. and then i shall sift through them looking for one from NASA. and then when i find it, i shall go MWAHAHAHA!! and accept it asap. well, almost asap, so as not to look desperate. which i am. :D:D. then i shall go to pluto and find life. and steal a rocket ship and fly away and discover new galaxies. and new life and go, "I come in peace" to aliens.
when i return as an ambassador from, well, wherever i return from, i shall be the most beseiged person ever. and then i shall find myself a very handsome(sexy) smart peotry spouting gentleman. who also listens to rock music and has a wicked sense of humor. and has a sneaky piratey/theif side too. mmm. nice. if he exists. anyway, i will then proceed to be called upon by my old school, NJC or maybe even CGS, and definately LSP, to give speeches. and this is the speech i shall give to NJC.
"dear NJCians, I am proud (not) to say that i am one of you, not because of who you are, but because the torture i have been through has given me a sense of strength, and taught me how to push through hell (aka here). The people i knew here stank to the depths of hell. *then I'll fend off tall guys in black with weird alien kung-fu moves* The teachers rocked, brilliant wonderful people. not the students. they've all got something shoved so far up their arses that, oh, ahem. nvm that. they stank of something like rotten meat + eggs + rafflesesia flower + the stuff we gave to a teacher in CGS as a prank that had been put into a blender for a couple of million years and then left to fester for another million years. Nothing to the teachers. or the foreign scholars. or some of the students.
SOME. all the rest, feel free to be offended. I honestly don't care what ya'll think anymore, CUZ I'M FREE!!!" well, that's what I'll say then. till then, hell awaits. and whoseoever reads this and decides to get all snobbily offended and stuff, puh-leeze, forget it. you can't possibly make my life more of a hell than it already is ya know? it'd just occupy more time.
To CGS, I shall go, "Dear CGSians, i AM proud to say i was once a part of you. ya'll on the opposite side of the scale, the people rocked. well, except some lah, but nvm. YOU gUYS RULED!!! the teachers were... ahem. nevermind. bb." and run off.
To LSP, i shall go, "Dear LSPians, i truly honestly appreciate the hell you put me through. showed me that i didn't really need anyone to survive. other than that, whatever."
And that shall be that. then i shall go off and decide to rule the world. i shall then procede to rule the world forever. yeah, the aliens gave me some forever dust, cuz they all loved my charming good looks and personality. i forgot to mention that. with my buddies and such. MWAHAHA!
Nice dream right? tell me about it. i keep thinking of it. its like, what are the chances? maybe i won't say such mean stuff, i DO want to go and find aliens. don't ask why. it's a childhood dream. those things are hard to get rid of, ya know? i've just hung on to it. i think i've said enough for today, so yeah. tata.
cj
theslaphappies :D \\ 4:11 AM
to save us from marsie and her fanatical rules,
i shall ABOLISH whatever rules she comes up with!
:D
SAY YAY FOR MEL. (:
anyway,
WE SHALL HAVE AN OUTING!
DURING THE JUNE HOLS. (:
maybe a sleepover at chantik's place!!
wahaha.
just a thought.
;MEL
theslaphappies :D \\ 7:11 AM
My gosh. it's been barely 24 hrs since my last official post and guess what? I'VE LISTENED TO NUMA at least 6 times. IT'S SO FUNN!!!! who agrees? huh? huh? *listens to crickets chirruping* sigh. this stinks. i'm hungry. wonder whats for dinner... anyway, yesterday, i had a monologue with myself. it's amazingly entertaining. it's scary, how one can discover so many things about ones-self while monologuing. well, mel just came up with this and i decided to put it up before i forget. Quote: That's so wrong, it's right! quote fin. now that is undeniable logic. or is it. no wonder i failed logic...
either way, i hate being in the crew. sheesh. i mean, what do they think? we're slaves? NO WAY. dammit, if we didn't help them,they'd have to lug their own damn doorframes up the stariways. *hits button to turn on sexyback(Justin Timberlake)* his music is so hot. just like numa, it's so darn dancable!
anyway, i've noticed i say anyway a lot. anyway, (see there it is again!) i've posted 3 times in the last 15 minutes. shocking. i really have no life. either way (HAHA!! i paraphrased!) does anybody know how to write a literary analysis? I mean, fine, i can write one, but one one says it'll even be acceptable. shucks. i mean, honestly, education (pronounced: ed.ja.cay.shion) ruins everything. really, it does. i mean, look. there is wonder, people wonder what's out there, why are we here, who made us and other such stuff, but the more people find out, the more disenchanted one gets! i mean, if one was asked to write a literary analysis of harry potter(ouch), or an essay on the relationship b/w Count Olaf and erm, Kit Snicket, for example, we'd probably hate the books for the rest of our lives, right? agree with me people. come on, think about it... it's true. when we look at a valley, we want to see the magic of the surves and colours, not which minerals we can find in the rock, and how we can get them out. when we feel a breeze, we want to feel a breeze, not know that a vacuume is being created somewhere up there and blah de blah de blah. right? when we see the stars, tell me you wouldn't rather that they were things that granted wishes, or were alternate worlds, our neighbours, rather than burning balls of rock. right? anyway, shall cont. my rant later. nust go for dinner, b4 dying of malnutrition(not really) HIT THE REFRESH BUTTON! (alien overlord's orders)
cj
theslaphappies :D \\ 6:00 AM
i believe some people dont know how oatmeal came about,
so this will be a refresher course on
THE ORIGIN OF OATMEAL (x
After traveling for 2 hours, Ade looked at Cambierres. His hair was matted already and there was some oatmeal on his shirt.
Ade: Cambierres, what are you doing with oatmeal on your shirt? HOW DID YOU STEAL IT FROM MY PACK?
Cambierres: Oh, that’s not oatmeal, that’s vomit.
Ade: WHAT! EEEEW
Cambierres: I don’t know why but my mom always said that my vomit always comes out like oatmeal-
Ade: STOP WITH THE DESCRIPTION!
Cambierres: I don't know why but no one ever lets me finish the story...
Suddenly, a passing merchant surprised them by jumping out and showing them his goods. Cambierres shrieked and ran to the corner of the road. The merchant asked Ade what he was doing. Ade blankly replied :” Makin’ oatmeal.”
fear not :D
oatmeal is 100% safe to be eaten.
just check what it's made of first. ;o
;MEL
theslaphappies :D \\ 6:59 AM
instructions have been included for your brainwashing pleasure. HIT THE REFRESH BUTTON UP THERE. programming must be completed by this week. new updates shall be on by monday. HIT THE REFRESH BUTTON and for gawds sake, felow alien overlords, POST.
cj.
theslaphappies :D \\ 6:02 AM
yepp. that's right. i don't know what number i am. strange. anyway, ths blog is for crapping. i pretty much summed that up. I'M RETURNING TO CGS TOMORO!!! YAY!!! *does weird lil juggly dance* anyway, not for the place but for the people. shucks. there's this kitten outside my block, and OMG. it has been mewing it's heart out for the past few days. everynight me n my sis went out to look for it, found it stuck in a drain, took it some food, got it to come out and then it ran away and when we came back later, the food was gone. it just makes me so sad to see this kind of stuff. i mean, aren't we supposed to have fat lil cats and dogs when there are any strays? hmph. either way, i've decided to post on this blog, well, since there are problems with my previous one. ask mel. PoOR KITTY!! and now it's mewing again... *choked sob* and all some people do is throw stones at the thing to make it keep quiet. if anyone ought to be stoned, it's them. and not the drgu type stoned either.
cj.
theslaphappies :D \\ 5:38 AM
